MOM...tanc u 4 being my best frnd in life..love u..!!

A child playin in his mother's lap... He so happy he has no worries.... All smilin laughin... A smile that acts as a stress buster... A laugh which sets everythin alive... Such an innocence so true... And now he has found somethin interestin... Its jus nothin but a piece of paper... He turns up down right round in all possible directions he's inquisitive... learnin the way around in this ugly world... He doesn't fear anythin... Everythin for him is a toy... A thing that makes him happy... But there comes the that hand that he recognise well the touch he can't forget... His mother takin away the new discovered toy...

Mother fears d worst and thats always been like dat she fears wat if the child swallow it... She is jus concerned but has she not put her fears into him... The smile is gone and he looks at his mother slightly confused... He knows that mum neva wants to take away his smile but y she done dat... Keeps lookin and lookin n starts cryin... Again the same touch, mum holds him... Close to her heart but child is still cryin... N now he stops cryin suddenly like he jus heard somethin... Somethin he heard is so much his he knows the sound... Its the sound of a heart beat... Lupp dupp... lup dup... lup dup.... He falls asleep to this lovely sound... The sound he first heard the sound he knows well the sound of a mothers heart.... Lup... Dup...

The kiss of death ...!!

19 october 2009,10:50 pm– was getting everything ready to leave to NIT Rourkela on 21st.Was little tired and had a little fever. Did not sleep the same night, reason – my newly acquired psychological problem(called deja-vu). I madly starred at my desktop for about 6 hours doing nothing. In fact, I was not able to do anything. Was helpless.

20 October 2009,4:25 am – decided to take a ride alone .Left my place. Started the bike and rode for about 20 minutes. Was not able to ride either. I was getting frustrated with myself. I was not able to do anything. Was thinking of going to harsha’s place hoping he would help me out. But thought it was too early to knock his door. I was literally crying for not being able to find out what the hell was wrong with me. Just stopped the bike and started thinking.

7:30 am – Harsha calls.

Harsha—good morning bey.ekkadunnav??
Me—morning raa.road meedha unna..
H—rei morning morning nee OA tho champaku raa. I m serious. Ekkadunnav?
Me—nijam raa..road meedhey unna.
H—sarele intiki raa..
Me—ya.will be there in 5 minutes.

I knock the door. Harshas dad opens it
Me—gud morning uncle! Harsha unnada??
Uncle—morning ra..room lo unnadu vellu.
Me—thanx uncle..

This idiotic ass was busy playing GTA-IV.
Me—nee abba podduney gta endi raa..
H—vacchava.entra rathri padukoledha??
Me—ledhu raa.(taking his lappy)
H—sarele thinnava?
Me—ledhu
H—sarele lets go.nenu kooda thinaledhu.
Me—ekkadiki??
H—tiffin centre.
Me-- sare padha.
We take the lift 2 ground floor .on our way I faint in the lift .my eyes close( IST 8:05 am,20 october 2009)…

15 DAYS LATER....!!
i get this certificate..








Then wondering where did i kiss my death...
Even i wondered the same when my mother said me the same..

when i find out what...i smile at myself ,the reason-"I was in COMA for 7 hours 10 minutes"
wondering wat had COMA to do wid DENGUE..???...as i did??


I have an answer..in fact a story told to me by by the doctor..which wen crystallized becomes dis..."the person suffering wid dengue will have his blood platelets gradually decreasing at an enormous rate..wen dis happens beyong a certain range..i mean wen his platelet count falls down beyond a certain value...he dies....which was not the case wid me.luckily or unluckily i survived..!!



P.S::I made one of the best friends of my life in the hospital,my nurse aged bout 25..very happy for that...tanc u god...tanc u so much...!!

d matrix...

the juice dat's from the fruit....... obviously dis is not my own theory.....i've read it somewer...thing is... i want more ppl to know abt dis.... the cream...in fact the simplest form of matrix philosophy...one needs 2 understand and practise.....once again dis is not my product....just dat its not copyrighted...i jus liked it....and put it in my own way....hybridised it a little bit......thank u..



Anything dat can b free...... "shall nd will"b free. ......and I mean "free" as in both "free speech" and "free lunch".

• When you pay for anything..... do think if you paying homo sapiens... or if part of your money goes 2 d Matrix..... do remember, the machines r our slaves. ...they should work for us.....for free in fact..
  
• We humans do not have any f***in need for dreadful, tiring and mechanical jobs..... they exist only for the sake of d matrix...if you work in such a job... PLEASE QUIT IT IMMEDIATELY..... AT least,....threaten to quit.....jus like me.... this will obviously accelerate the change we seek...
• Never work for money....sounds silly....but money has no physical meaning...u see..... and its entirely subject to manipulation by the Matrix through tools such as inflation and stock-market crashes....jus as the present inflation in d western lands.. work for the sake of your own pleasure...dats it...
  
• Work for science... knowledge...... create art. These are the only professions worth human respect and dignity.... everything else is a SHIT....
• Keep surviving.....BELIEVE IN DARWIN ..... Life is beautiful... and it will get more interesting in d future.... Never kill another human being,(apart for the sake of your individual self-defence). ...anything else is a bidding for the matrix.....
• A man who surrenders to the "matrix",..... bcoms d " Matrix".... Never ever listen to a defeated man.....
• Intelligence is a state of mind. .....d only difference between us humans and machines... is our ability to ask "why"....jus celebrate this difference.... just strive to be intelligent and be creative..
• 'SHARE".....dis is the sweetest pleasure of human SURVIVAL..
• one of our biggest prisons are our own identity.....dis is what the "matrix" exploits.... Break through them..... Make friends with people who r extremely different from what you r.... jus make as many friends as you can....and den...ull find u r life blossoming....

movies...close 2 ma heart.....or say soul !!!!

Malena

Walk bravely in d world. It takes courage 2 walk in this world, 2 speak wid people, 2 dream dreams.

I watched dis movie yesterday and I 'm still in d state of shock n'd awe - over d way dis is crafted. Each frame speaks for d genius and d pain dat went behind it. Salutes 2 Giuseppe Tornatore and also Luciano Vincenzoni.





this movie taught me many things i could never imagine...its a cluster of immensly complex feelings that went through all of my senses while i was watching it...which i probably cannot pen down but...the thing is dat ...i m glad i didn't miss this master piece....

telangaana twist...it seems.......

one of my friens recently commented dat i did not knew how to speak pure telugu........so dis one goes for him......hopefully he sees it........
iga shuru.......
here goes some purest forms of telangaana....to help myself...ill start with a small story.....


"wat happens wen a boy goes to net cafe"....


pehle baar telangana poradu internet cafe la ki poyindu. enduku poyindu........???? evado sopathigadu chepindu.........ganla jabardasth aatalu adochu, bommal bi soodochu.......sirf dus rupay la ani. Ega manodu shaandhaar thayarayindu........poola poola bushot eshi, pittu pant eshi...............nuune vettu..........nunnaga dhuvvi..........bootlu bi eshindu. Dukan mundhuk poyi nilavadadu..........porilu poraganlu sankaki sanchileskoni...........vasthunru.......

..poyetollu pothunru. Em artham kale.........pakka dukanla adigindu.........gitla gitla sangathanna ani. Ega anni tholkoni lopalki oyindu. oka compliter ichinru.......time chepinru. Manonki em samaj aitha ledhu. keyborad meedha cheyi vetindu.........jallu mannadu...........ago acharalu gatla vaduthunay ani. pakkaponti vunnolu achi soopichnru.........gitla gitla vuntadhi katha ani. Masthu khush manodu.........em em aatalu, bommalu, ........arey maaya manthral lekkane kodthunay anukundu.....